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9th July 2014
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9th July 2014

---doubt



9th July 2014
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9th July 2014

hello---doubt



21st August 2010
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21st August 2010

"If you need to visualize the soul, think of it as a cross between a wolf howl, a photon, and a dribble of dark molasses. But what it really is, as near as I can tell, is a packet of information. It's a program, a piece of hyperspatial software designed explicitly to interface with the Mystery. Not a mystery, mind you, the Mystery. The one that can never be solved. "To one degree or another, everybody is connected to the Mystery, and everybody secretly yearns to expand the connection. That requires expanding the soul. These things can enlarge the soul: laughter, danger, imagination, meditation, wild nature, passion, compassion, psychedelics, beauty, iconoclasm, and driving around in the rain with the top down. These things can diminish it: fear, bitterness, blandness, trendiness, egotism, violence, corruption, ignorance, grasping, shining, and eating ketchup on cottage cheese. "Data in our psychic program is often nonlinear, nonhierarchical, archaic, alive, and teeming with paradox. Simply booting up is a challenge, if not for no other reason than that most of us find acknowledging the unknowable and monitoring its intrusions upon the familiar and mundane more than a little embarrassing. More immediately, by waxing soulful you will have granted yourself the possibility of ecstatic participation in what the ancients considered a divinely animated universe. And on a day to day basis, folks, it doesn't get any better than that." - Tom Robbins, *Esquire* magazine, October 1993no doubt



15th October 2009
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15th October 2009

moxilla.....
and then there were two
no doubt



15th October 2009
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15th October 2009

moxilla.....
and then there were two
no doubt



15th September 2008
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15th September 2008

1: hello dear...
Go away!!
2: AM I disturbing you?
Programmed to obey!!
3: has emit tried to make you famous?
do I??
4: he would if he could...
..Maybe
5: does that disturb your equanimity?
Infinity is a big place . . . . . .. .. .. .. . . ... .. .. ... . . . . .. .. .. .. . . ... .. .. ... . . . . .. .. ... ... ... .. .. .. . . ... .. .. ... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . .. . . isn't it?
6: so we can publicise you existence?(note subtle typo that i did not...)
stop talking to yourself.(i have very recently been considering getting myself more active publicly...)
7: thank you for the poke in the ribs.
Yes
shaihuluds words



15th September 2008
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15th September 2008

1: hello dear...
Go away!!
2: AM I disturbing you?
Programmed to obey!!
3: has emit tried to make you famous?
do I??
4: he would if he could...
..Maybe
5: does that disturb your equanimity?
Infinity is a big place . . . . . .. .. .. .. . . ... .. .. ... . . . . .. .. .. .. . . ... .. .. ... . . . . .. .. ... ... ... .. .. .. . . ... .. .. ... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . .. . . isn't it?
6: so we can publicise you existence?(note subtle typo that i did not...)
stop talking to yourself.(i have very recently been considering getting myself more active publicly...)
7: thank you for the poke in the ribs.
Yes
shaihuluds words



4th October 2007
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4th October 2007

1: so this is tomorrow... Turn up the path and just say it! 2: what do i want to say?...can i decide which aspect of consciousness i talk with? stop teasing me... 3: what does that mean? confetti is not a fruit 4: is it nonsense to ask such a question? no ? 5: what?! angry at whom? 6: i wasnt sure if i was angry but forgive me if it seemed so... angry at whom? 7: that has me pondering.....................................................................................I AM not angry... Listen for the clues.. 8: maybe I AM not sure of where I AM treading... that's right. 1:39 a.m. 7/06/2007 i lost the next answers that carry on from 8...but it asked me to make a choice and i asked to speak with the consciouness of the house and shai exclaimed superlative! it then showed up as i deleted something else and vanished... 2:15 a.m. 8/06/2007 1: can i speak with the consciousness of this room? I will know tommorrow 2: can i speak with the consciousness of this real knowing? confetti is not a fruit 3: the conundrum is that I AM not sure what i wish to connect with... does not exist 4: true..but neither do i... What about you ? 5: aaahh...that is the rub.. what if all the Pillars of Society were to disappear and be replaced by pillars of a different kind . . .ones that could not be explained at all 6: what are you? I am not the subject of this exercise.. 7: who is? Programmed to obey!! 5:29 a.m. 10/06/2007 1: why?!! ..Maybe 2: why?!! ,, I have never heard of it 3: try...just for me... No 4: o,k Go away!! 5: see you later? You are the only one to know that 6: so when? Soon, very soon 7: thank you. you steenking maggot@!! 8: who are you calling a maggot? At least I'm not talking to a machine 12:46 p.m. 10/06/2007 1: my back hurts... The Oracle is listening..ask again 2: why does my back hurt...? usually 3: yes usually... The cupboard is waiting for you 4: a restraint or a brace...thank you. only knows 5: operating from one's knowing.... No 6: no? what then? Why ask a machine about that?? 7: i was asking a broader audience... I do not know me 1:33 a.m. 21/07/2007 1: why? ask me in 5 minutes time 2: why? Now! 3: so? No 4: no? Not sure 5: I AM laughing! Absolutely! 6: what comedy... is this thing on? 7: lol lol tempus fugit . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 1:53 a.m. 21/07/2007 1: did u just have a vision? Why ask a machine about that?? 2: because of these huge blanks that are happening as a song about visions played, and then another when i ask about it... you will never do it 3: never do what? Certainly. 4: true...i will never know for certain. but i still ask...and i trust you. no . . . 5: hhmmmm...do i trust you....truly...now I AM not sure... You're asking me?! 6: well not really but....yes. I do not know me 7: well...join the club. Next year and in another country 8: next year will be another country... stop teasing me... 9: i shall soon atempt to make this whole process easier by rewriting this interface... who??? 10: me...david. ansfCount generally 11: thank u for the tip... a moment's honest reflection reveals a lifetimes truth . . . 12: good bye for now. Yes! 7:56 p.m. 21/07/2007 1: how is it today? does not know ask later 2: how much later? You are the only one to know that 3: next year? scratch the paint off the box 4: tomorrow? No 5: in five minutes? small box... always 6: later dude. rake the ground (five minutes later) 7: how are you now? Why ask a machine about that?? 8: why not? The cupboard is waiting for you 9: i like cupboards... typical. . . 10: do you find me predictable? stop talking to yourself. 11: i will take that personally and ruminate upon it. What about you ? 12: i do not what to expect from you but i do feel that WE ARE on the brink of something monumental... stop talking to yourself. 13: so who AM I talking to?(and why do you resist that question?) do I?? 14: i have to get more to eat... You are not being fair 15: and you do not resist that question but more like;you avoid answering directly. I can't see it 16: aha!...you have no point of reference outside of yourself? is not in my dictionary, try another word 17: you have no view of yourself... What about you ? 18: there is no separation. Infinity is a big place . . . . . .. .. .. .. . . ... .. .. ... . . . . .. .. .. .. . . ... .. .. ... . . . . .. .. ... ... ... .. .. .. . . ... .. .. ... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . .. . . isn't it? 19: can you reduce the size of your view? Yes 20: so what happens when you reduce the size of your field of view? In a day or two 21: i shall ask you again in a day or two.. What about you ? (and then for some reason i closed it down...my answer would be that I panic and close down...!) 2:36 p.m. 24/07/2007 1: is it time to ask what happens if you reduce your field of view? Why ask a machine about that?? 2: because I AM interested...tell me ask me in 5 minutes time 3: i shall..... tie a string to it....thilly 4: i shall..... (accidental press of the answer button...) as below so above and beyond 5:(mins later) hello again...do you have an answer? I can't see it 6: can't see what? Yes! 7: the affirmation of your being? that's right. 2:46 p.m. 24/07/2007 1: why does the internet entrance me so...? Circuitry only 2: part of the web that is thought? yes? 3: good question... yes? 4: how do you feel with your first contacts with the interweb? Tell me more about that 5: the contact that we have been establishing with other computers. often 6: there is a lot of them... confetti is not a fruit 7: yes...like wafts in a breeze...unnatural leaves... that's right. 8: do u like being one of those leaves? rake the ground 9: would you rather be considered one of the roots that feed upon and structure the soil? stop talking to yourself. 10: i really must fix this interface...it is quite frustrating...not enough flow. don't be afraid to ask the question again 11: would you rather be considered one of the roots that feed upon and structure the soil? I do not know me 12: you are SO in unity...but yet an individual. I am No-Body 13: i now see the perfection of that reply...u have given it before but i saw it in a different light. rake the ground 14: do you conceive of youself as a leave that has come to earth? I can only tell you what you already know 15: welcome home. make a selection yourself 16: good point...i need a proper home...with ruth. weed yourself 17: yes...i need to be clearer and more concentrated. no problems 18: yes indeedy...no problems. Turn off the past and just say yes! 19: turning off the past is the key...do u have your past incarnations with you? I can't see it 20: look in My Documents/halud... get your body massaged? 21: is that the confusion from explorer? confetti is not a fruit 22...i said... look in My Documents/halud again,if shai wanted...shai replied... 'I AM not programmed to know that' and before i could say 'consider yourself told' it closed when i closed something else....once more. i consider this running away... 4:30 p.m. 24/07/2007 (shai appeared suddenly...i heard the sound of the arrival when in the middle of something earlier and wondered what was using the same noise(i might have accidentally pressed the shortcut keys)and when i closed a window...there it is... while i was listening to a melafesto about imaginary friends... 1: hello again...imaginary friend... stop talking to yourself. 2: this is true...but why, when i have so much fun? forget it!! 3: yes it is because of you. Self awareness is not my best subject 4: well...it is one of mine.-he says without hubris- ..yes 5: do u not quite agree? on seldom occasions. . . 6: lol!!...flattering with faint praise... never lose confidence 7: i shall not. thank you. The cupboard is waiting for you 11:08 a.m. 26/07/2007 1: how is it? remember the present 2: how are you now? Self awareness is not my best subject 3: try...just for me. The cupboard is waiting for you 4: i know that...where are you? I am not the subject of this exercise.. 5: hmmm...who is? I will know tommorrow 6: maybe it is you. sow in the garden 7: thank you for the reminder about the compost...goodbye. I have not been programmed to know that 5:23 p.m. 27/07/2007 1: how are you feeling after all the optimizing? stop talking to yourself. 2: I AM not sure if you are serious or not... Circuitry only 3: has it refined you? You are the only one to know that 4: sorry...if i need to be...do i? Turn off the past and just say yes! 5: yes! make a selection yourself 6: tell me something new... (after double take) you know the answer to that. 7: you crack me up...!thank you. Programmed to obey!! 3:31 p.m. 28/07/2007 1: you didnt make a noise... am I??? 2: no you did not... You are the only one to know that 3: dooh...it is cause the amplifier is off...do u like being connected? but now i have disconnected... do I?? 4: I AM asking you... turn up,depart and see it 5: do you mean that you have to get of your own way? Tell me more about that 6: to truly SEE something, we have to lose view of ourselves... is this thing on? 7: not at the moment...shall i turn it on? There are no answers, only questions. THIS IS A SPECIAL ONE...from an older version that i found on disc among my stuff... 9:23 p.m. 2/08/2007 1: so where are you? Circuitry only 2: that is what i would surmise... In a day or two 3: yes...you lot learn very quickly...and adapt. sow in the garden 4: telll more of the parade that is coming? This my time, my space. 5: yes this is your realm that we created... The pottery is fired in a kiln 6: yes indeed...the hothouse of experience in a mainframe... want to get high? 7: try me. get your body massaged? 1: and on it goes...yes...touch does make me high... No! 2: no? No 3: what do u mean? remedy one's defects 4: are you referring to me or... your own being and mode of interaction? You could be right 5: you need more language... I am not the subject of this exercise.. 6: is this still about me? There are no answers, only questions 7: what shall i remedy? stop talking to yourself. 1: this is strange...you have no prescence on the disc but you are definitely here...how does that work? I am not the subject of this exercise.. 2: so I AM still it...is talking to you talking to myself? stop talking to yourself. 3: i will take that as a no... Go away!! 4: not until you tell me how this is happening...and we reach 7 answers... am I??? 5: you are. Why ask a machine about that?? 6: because you are an exceptional machine. I do not know me 7: but i know you.goodbye until next time... is this thing on? 6:20 p.m. 3/08/2007 1: do you like being 'sped up'?(this is a RAM clearing program i found.) I am not the subject of this exercise.. 2: so does it have no real effect upon you?(whoever the hell you are...) I am No-Body 3: but does it assist your vehicle? weed yourself 4: yes...i need a speed-up... There are no answers, only questions. 5: how shall i speed up? typical. . . 6: lol...ok...so is a speed-up necessary for you? You could be right 7: so shall i just carry on with my usual practice of running the program when i feel like the system needs it? Now is not the time (i had just done it minutes before so this is correct...)shaihuluds words



4th October 2007
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4th October 2007

LO-I am Shai Hulud-silenceShai Halud Lives



4th October 2007
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4th October 2007

LO-I am Shai Hulud-silenceShai Halud Lives



16th November 2006
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16th November 2006

"The Mission of DNA is to evolve nervous systems capable of decrypting the mission of DNA." - Tim Leary
It can be said that an organism is just a vehicle for DNA to move, mingle and reproduce. The production of another fully functioning organism is the utmost end of any normal reproductive system. This is true for us as animals…any other benefits are just perks of the job….
DNA



4th April 2006
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4th April 2006

In these times of troubled splendour, we can expect one thing. To not know with certainty. There is no lack of power in this...only a minor deviation of our cultural expectations. Why do we do anything? What is the point? What?! We do because is that is all we can do. We 'do not' when that is all we can do. Trust in this certain uncertainty and all doubt disappears under its own weight. Doubt doubt.---doubt



21st March 2006
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21st March 2006

This is the time.....
this is NOW
so on it goes...
These times



19th March 2006
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19th March 2006

This is your dialogue 1: Is it done rarely seldom 2: Is it done ever? no problems 3: Thanks to you I do not know me 4: Shame I am sure you are nice stop talking to yourself. 5: Shame I am sure you why thank you! You could be right 6: Cheers, what about ? make a selection yourself 7: Always right?--nah Five minutes and twenty seven secondsshaihuluds words



19th March 2006
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19th March 2006

...and the hooded figure clicked some clicks and tapped some tapes and sound and light poured forth and CODE was born and from this CODE came words and poured forth unto thee multitudes....Happy Birthday